I Do Indeed Have A Father

Here we are getting ready for our Ingathering. Our God sent travelers are home from Africa, so we had a corporate Gathering. It was an awesome one at that. We got to hear more about the people that live in Africa, trials and blessings. We got to see pictures of them as well. The praise songs were incredible. God let a few more things come clearer to me during the gathering. Not too long ago I was told I was being selfish and hurt a sister. I felt horrible for this sister. It stung for a couple of days. I was thankful she told me and God keeps coming after me. The banner I am making for the Ingathering seems to be a battle. The banner is gonna have From Ashes to Beauty on it. There has been times where things would come up that it would make me wonder ,how can it be true. Then I would remember all the things that God has been showing me. YES it is true. This life is about how much Our Father Loves us, indeed. Anyway my thoughts got scattered, while we were singing yesterday , the t...

Tony is leaving today to chase down what he thinks will make him happy. He has to do this. I feel like God is not done with him in the least though. God loves him greatly, he just does not know that. Our God Is Mighty To Save. The battle rages in our kids, and they have not came to grips to how to do the battle. Standing in the gap means more to me these days with a clearer understanding of what that means.

I wanted to write about my past few weeks. One just in case you don't know, our female llama got too hot and went down, almost lost her. She was pregnant too. She got hit pretty hard with the heat stress. She did start getting some energy back so she could take in water and food. She has not been able to stand up on her own at all. So that means that we have had to check on her every two or three hours to make sure she can reach her water, exercise her legs and wait. The waiting has been hard to see how long she will be down. She got up one time for not even a minute one Friday I think. That was exciting and encouraging. Don't mean to mix you up but I have to do this to try to get out what I want to say. We have been having some trouble in our house and waiting for two people on Monday. Well to start my morning I went down to check on Serena the llama. I found her dead baby beside her. The heat stress hit the baby too. I felt kind of relieved thinking that maybe it will be...

Hi it has been awhile. I wanted to share a little something. I have been here awhile and My Father has loved me greatly , even more than my mind can fully grasp. The other day I was driving into town when a thought of delight came to me. I thought, what do I have to share with others,yes, I know I have been here awhile but I do have a stubborn streak. As I was thinking about how it is always so hard to talk to people about this Life or anything else. The thought crossed my mind that it is not about me or my failures, success or anything like that, it is only about His Love for me. AND THAT IS THE HOPE THAT LIETH WITHIN US. And no I am far from perfect. Sitting here tonight I am so delighted with Our Father. I mean knowing that unless He does something within us ,it is null and void.

Just the other night when all our lights were going off and on. Well I thought it would be a good idea to run some water for when the lights go out. Well the water was filling the tub, I was doing clean up. Well some time went by when Eric was talking about a flood and I was triggered about the tub. Ran in there and God covered me for sure by an inch, no kidding. I laughed, and was so thankful. Even small things like that we can watch God be with us when we pay attention.

I traveled with Asher and Gannah. I slept on their couch the night before since we were getting up and going by 4:30 a.m. I think. We got up and loaded in the car, got to Nashvlle. The weather was nice and couldn't be better. We parked the car in a parking area where it would stay til we got back. We took a bus to the airport , got through all of the luggage drop off, securities and so forth, went pretty smooth, not too long of time periods to wait. Going there we had two flights and coming back was just one. Anyway the flights went well , the securities went well, well the last one Asher had to have his bag searched cause of something they forgot. We all laughed and went on though. When we got to the airport in Providence, Tami, Diego, Carlos Sr. and Carlos Jr. mom was there to pick me up. Then there was Mary and Elizabeth to pick Asher and Gannah up to take them to the hospital for Elizabeth's birth. Quite a delightful time seeing them. It was a really funny t...

I get to go see Tami. God provided me with the money for tickets and everything. He is so good. Thank you more than I can say.I will be flying with Asher and Gannah. I am excited. I have not been anywhere with them. Looking forward to it. Looking forward to seeing grand son Diego too along with meeting Tami's husband. Thank you again.